just tired...

i'm tired. of endless argument. of trying to make things right after an argument. tired that people always pissed at me, or at how they pissed me off. tired of seeking attention. tired of hurting when i dont get the attention that i want. tired of trying to make things right. oh i already mention that. basically what i want to say is i'm just tired of this world. of my life. of living. tired of trying to make other people happy. tired of not saying things coz scared it will hurt others. tired of not showing my true feeling. tired of complaining, tired of everything. tired of thinking that i'm miserable. i'm just tired. of being unhappy, of being happy but have no people to share that with. of wanting to cry but can never seem to. of talking, yep i'm tired of talking. tired of opening my big stupid mouth. xcept to sad-face, i like talking to sad-face. tired of asking people to go to movie with me but always get no for an answer. tired of calling people but they dont want to pick up. tired of waking up because of the noise that my housemates made. tired of waking up from dreams that have the bastard in it. i'm tired. i'm just tired. i'm just very very tired.

so i'm done. done with everything. after all these, all i can say is, every man is an island. hold on to that. i need to rest.

p/s photo credit to: mrrr_55's on flickr.