Eid Mubarak!

Selamat Hari Raya to all.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

i dont feel like talking.
never knew that raya can be so depressing.

to F: i miss u that it hurts. how can i correct this? how can we correct this? life is such a mess. i am such a mess.

to R: the end is coming. i think.

to mak: i want to eat that kek lengak. T.T

to the rest of you: enjoy ur raya to the max! eat lots and lots, dont wori about the calorie intake, u got lots of time to shed it fr ur system after.

p/s: cant find anybody that sell the raya card this year, so no card k?

pp/s: i realli dont feel like talking.

feck it!

feck it, feck this world, feck u, feck them. feck me!

what is wrong with me?

its been like a month since barclays premier league started. n i havent watch a match yet. not even a single match. nada. so i ask u this: What the HELL is wrong with me?? where did all the passion go? why o why?

p/s: i'm writing this during chelsea vs man united match. i keep the browser that stream the match open but i dont watch it.

summer list...

1. Cari pokok pusak. (found it! fatin brought me there, but that pokok dah tidak berdaun)
2. Eat waffle n black pepper burger. (area sri sarjana)
3. Buka akaun ASB.
4. New laptop. (no money)
5. Syarikat Kamal
6. Tao. (erghh..dah tutup. now jadi the grill)
7. CD Anuar Zain n Faizal Tahir.
8. Serikin/Tasik Biru (i dont think i will ever go to serikin. ever)
9. MPH (erghh very frustated with MPH spring, i think i like TIMES more)
10. Kyros Kebab (found it! at SOGO)
11. A road trip to Sibu. (mummy said we cant afford it, n oso harga minyak goes up)
12. Beach ( i particularly like the last trip to the beach, eventho it kind of sad)
13. New blanket (dont get a new one, use kak di's old one instead)
14. Sweater
15. New purse
16. Wea @ serian (a very disturbing trip?)
17. Aizat Shair
18. Gambar raya
19. Gamba holiday + album
20. New shoes (kasut yang cool)
21. Eat LOTS of ketam
22. Ayat-ayat cinta
23. Internet
24. The twisted stethescope by Jason Leong (cant find this book)
25. Donut Big Apple
26. Karaoke
27. Rojak kuchei

not bad ey?!

apart from this list, i also got to do lots of new stuff:
1. went to starbucks
2. menggoda abang starbucks
3. keluar dengan abang starbucks
4. ditch abang starbucks
5. terjumpa nurharith afnizan semasa berjoging
6. berkawan dengan nurharith afnizan
7. tidak menggunakan tudung pada kebanyakan masa
8. berjumpa dengan aizudin aizuddin
9. bermalam di hospital
10. menjadi hodoh seperti celaka lepas menggunting rambut
11. bergoleng2 di taman sahabat
12. minum kopi putih ipohtown yang gila babi sedap
13. membelikan ibu saya baju
14. membelikan izat baju
15. membelikan syazwani bakar baju
16. melihat bunga api dengan banyaknya/kerapnya
17. berhimpit seperti sardin semasa melihat hujan perform
18. ditipu oleh taib mahmud
19. mengacau pondan
20. makan abc
21. berjumpa kedai laksa yang sungguh sedap gila babi sial
22. makan lebih dr 10 mangkuk laksa in total dalam masa 3 bulan
23. terjumpa azid di bing
24. minum kopi di bing
25. .........

err nanti saya update lagi aktiviti2 lain.. saya sudah tidak dapat berfikir. ada juga aktiviti yg agak disturbing yg tidak patut dimention di cni.

tag!

what a lovely weather today, i'm happy. so i'm gonna do this tagging thingy. anNette telah mengetag saya.

Rules:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

so here goes:

1. the existence of this blog; oren is for me to bitch about that certain someone. coz i'm done sending that certain someone hate mails, so oren is the place for me to channel my anger and frustation towards that person.

2. i have allergy to i dont know what. it is quite bad in fact. i get very bad skin rash. yeah, i got sensitive skin. and u dont want to get near me when i get my allergy, coz i'll scare you. siryesly, i get scared of myself sometimes whenever i look at myself in the mirror during the time i got my allergy. i'll transformed into an ogre, like what syazwani bakar said.

3. my biggest weakness would be entering a bookshop coz i never fail would buy at least one book everytime i goes in.

4. i hate texting. n very bad in keeping in touch with friends. so i keep losing friends over the time, and because i hate making new friends, i have very few left. very the few.

5. i like orange, yellow, red and mustard colour. i also like polka dots and bedazzled. sometimes i wish i have that bedazzled machine so i can bedazzled my clothes. but, most of my stuff is pink. if u enter my room, u'll only see pink colour. my bed sheet, pillow case, duvet cover is all pink. my new cyber shot and my nike bag-pack is also pink. however now i have eyes for red, so recently i bought red laundry basket and red dust bin. and also an orange sweater!! i am the proud owner of an orange sweater now!

6. i am a perfectionist in my own way. (in my own way ok) my sister once called me a pycho-perfectionist. especially when it comes to cooking and baking, i'll be very hard on myself. i try very hard to make my cooking and cakes delicious but still its not getting any near to perfection. although there's this one boy in my batch during our eid open house last year said my choc cake is the best choc cake that he ever tasted. i'm flattered, but like i said i'm very hard on myself about this, i know my cake is not the most delicious cake that anyone ever tasted in their whole life. i wish it is. n also, i actually hate choc cake.

7. i get upset pretty easily over little things. i get upset if other people cut my cake differently from how i cut them. senang cerita, stay away from my cake, if u want to eat it, ask me to cut it for you. i get upset if people want to borrow my tupperware. (yeah i hate sharing). i get upset if people borrow my books. (when i know they will not read it) i get upset if people borrow my notes.

8. i wear matching colour of shirt and socks. (and also my brooch n my tudung but who's not?) yeah i like matching things together. and yeah i like buying socks, i only wear them once (or twice max). then it goes straight to laundry basket for washing.

9. i'm altophobic. the most horrifying incident involving heights for me would be when i ride a cable car at Langkawi 2 years ago. i was so terrified that i cant even move an inch. it was a very traumatic experience for me, but i have fun.

10. i have this very weird habit (well i think its weird). whenever i want to scriblle something onto a paper it would always start with "R" followed by "A". then after i saw what my subconcious wrote; "RA" i get upset by it. it is upsetting really.

11. i can be pretty ignorant sometimes. like when i dont know miley cyrus and hannah montana is the same person. or when i thought taylor swift is a car.

12. the reason i started jogging few years back is because i'm terrified of getting a cancer. my family have very strong genetic predisposition to cancer, both of my grandmother have it. (biological grandmother) but nowadays, i often go for a jog whenever i'm sad to get endorphin released.

13. if i'm having trouble with my girlfriends i'll always want to talk or to meet raju. always.

14. i dont cant give unconditional love. if i happened to love like a person at a particular time, it must be because that person has been sending me signals. or i feel loved by him. hahaha

15. i'm sarawakian, but i never (in my whole life) taste bubur pedas or umai.

yay i'm done! i tagged..no one. since all of the people that read my blog have been tagged by anNette.

oren mesti warna oren kah??

syazwani bakar, ya syazwani bakar menyuruh saya menukar template blog saya dengan alasan blog saya bernama oren jadi tidak patut guna template hijau. jadi buat sementara waktu saya menukarnya kepada pink sehingga saya rajin untuk mencari template berwarna oren.

p/s: dem u syazwani bakar. u make my life miserable! haha

business class for real!!!

i went back to dublin last saturday, it was a very long journey that i thought i'll die of boredom and hunger before i actually reach dublin. i woke up at 3.30 am, after take my shower we went straight to the airport, sahur at mcd after checking in (not that i'm fasting). my flight was slightly delayed, maybe half an hour late than what it was schedule.

reached klia around 8, pick my luggage and then went to departure hall. wait for my fren and my brother there. after a while my fren came and shortly after that the counter for check-in opened. we checked in and the worker at the counter said the flight was delayed to 3.30 pm. (it supposed to fly at 12 sharp)

my fren's family came, i was left alone, brother still not come, i'm sleepy, sleep on the long chair, ijat came, yada yada yada. i'll spare u of the boring detail.

story come short (adakah tok?ka direct translation?ku sik duli, malas tok) i hop on the flight, flight actually delayed until 4.20 instead of 3.30. then safely arrived at bahrain around 6++pm bahrain time. then have to wait for connecting flight at 1 am. i was sleepy, tired, exhausted, n hunggeryyy... (despite of having meal in the flight)

then i eat and sleep on the long chair some more...

tiba lah detik 12 tgh malam... i was queing to board the plane, the guy took my boarding pass and scribbled on my seat no and wrote 08C. he said something, i didnt hear a thing. (later only i know he said i was upgraded to business class)

so i fly from bahrain to london in business class. *wicked laugh*

here are some pictures:


(1) kerusi ini sungguh cool. betol, saya x tipu. sungguh selesa.

(2) sebaik saja saya duduk saya telah dihidang air oren dan kacang gajus.


(3) dan diberi pilihan surat khabar. (kebanyakan nya berbahasa arab)




(4) instead of 2.4.2 tempat duduk di kelas ekonomi, kelas bisnes cuma 2.2.2


(5) Menu kelas bisnes



(6) ada earl grey dan kopi decaff??



(7) Ada icecream!!! (sadly i didnt get my icecream coz tertido semasa stewardess menghidang kan makanan.

(8) menu breakfast.



(9) my briyani. tidak berapa sedap.




(10) i got this for dessert instead. (of icecream)


(11) i got to pick my own cereal! and also the stewardess pour the milk into the bowl for me. she said: "u tell me when to stop"



(12) my scramble egg! that mushroom is delicous. *lapar*



ok, thats all i got for u folks. it wasnt a gud journey despite flying with busines class. its really tiring. *yawn* i'm sleepy.

ini sebagai memenuhi request kamu-kamu sekalian.

saya sudah dapat mengcancel my wish list saya. yay! one item down.


erggh warna pink? i want yellow. my reason to become a doctor is so that i can wear yellow stethescope. but nobody sell it i suppose?



oh oh ini kasut cool saya. memang cool bukan??




kasut saya sudah kotor, saya sedeh.


p/s: syazwani bakar, saya blom ambil lagi gambar bunga saya, saya malas nak keluar. sejuk!

pumpkinhead??!

siryesly, did i offend thes people or what???

last year student card: i have no comment.


this year student card:



close up:



i am not as fat as this picture shows. demn! siryesly i'm not!!!! (pumpkinhead memang sesuai dengan gambar ini kan syazwani bakar?)

this blog is on holiday.

saya ingat mahu update blog tapi rasa tidak best pula update blog guna laptop orang. so saya tidak jadi update. saya akan jarang online mulai sekarang sehingga diberitahu kelak. sekian terima kaseh.

Kasut saya.

Aizud kata kasut saya agak cool.

Saya cool. Saya cool?? Wow.

p/s: i pay a great price to be cool. lol.

Saya ialah...

seorang yang Bijak, Cantik, Sophisticated, Confident dan mempunyai sense of humor yang tidak lame.

saya ialah seorang yang Bijak, Cantik, Sophisticated, Confident dan mempunyai sense of humor yang tidak lame.

saya ialah seorang yang Bijak, Cantik, Sophisticated, Confident dan mempunyai sense of humor yang tidak lame.

saya ialah seorang yang Bijak, Cantik, Sophisticated, Confident dan mempunyai sense of humor yang tidak lame.

saya ialah seorang yang Bijak, Cantik, Sophisticated, Confident dan mempunyai sense of humor yang tidak lame.

ulang 40x.

wonder cat.

tadi, just tadi saya ternampak sesuatu yang bizarre. saya sedang mencuci pinggan mangkuk bersama2 kakak saya. tiba tiba, lolo si kucing kurap (kakinya ada kurap tapi saya tetap sayang dia) melintas di hadapan rumah kami hendak pergi mencari bini mungkin. (depan singki ada tingkap jadi bolehlah melihat kucing melintas) selepas itu, ini berlaku:

kakakku bukan kakakku: oy oy! g cne ya? BALIT!
lolo si kucing kurap: *tidak ada meow sambil berpatah balik masuk ke rumah*

ini sungguh cool bukan??

mungkin esok saya akan cuba cakap dengan lolo sik kucing kurap: "lolo, pergi gosok gigi!" ataupun "lolo, pergi ambil towel ku di atas." (memandangkan minul sudah malas sekarang)

Ramadhan is here!

Saya sungguh bertuah tahun ini kerana berpeluang berpuasa di rumah selepas dua tahun berpuasa di perantauan.

Saya berasa sungguh emosional sepanjang minggu ini. Saya asyik menahan diri daripada menangis.

Tadi saya pergi membeli belah (tingkap??) how do u say window shopping in malay? Mata saya berkaca-kaca dan air mata bergenang apabila saya pertama kali mendengar lagu raya berkumandang di pusat membeli belah. (i know i know u ppl must say, lagu raya on the first day of ramadhan?? i dont care. it was a very emotional moment for me) Saya juga berasa hendak menangis semasa pergi melawat bazaar ramadhan. (damn i miss all of this so much)

Saya gembira. Saya sedih. Saya sudah mula rindukan ibu, kakak, adik-adik dan syazwani bakar.

I wish i have more time.

(sigh)

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan!