whine

i have been trying to write (and whine) about how crappy last week had been but somehow i can't put my thoughts and feelings into words. i really really do want to let other people know how crap surgeons in hospital seberang jaya treated us last week. and how i have never been that exhausted (even though we practically did nothing at the hospital) because SJH surgeons had capabilities to mentally tortured us every fucking day. (by not doing their job)

but just now before i wrote this i visited ZA's blog and it stated there in the left corner of his blog ; "Walau macam mana celakanya kehidupan itu, ia tetap kehidupan." so i've decided that i'm just going to let it go. SJH surgeons, you all suck!

i'm sad because my 6 weeks surgery posting had to end this way. i had a very great time the first 4 weeks eventhough it was exhausting. even when i had to wake up at 5.30 am in the morning and be at the hospital by 6.15 am for bedside teaching or even when i had to come to the ward at 4.30 pm after class just to clerk case for mr eric. or even when i had to stand 7 hours straight in the OT during fasting month. but the last two weeks, is a waste of time and energy because i didn't learn much anyway.

and for yesterday OSCE exam, erghh i dont want to talk about it. :(

now here come multispec posting on monday! i have a feeling that i'm not going to survive this. hoho


p/s: mr. C cursed one h.o. in the clinic in front of one other doctor, 2 patients, one nurse and 5 clueless (and scared lol) medical students 'pukimak'. yeah, they're that bad. hmmm...