life sucks. and then you die

thats what Jacob Black said. i missed oren first birthday. and in a few hours i'll be 23. it sucks. getting older freak me out. now i'm considering to be bitten by vampire so i can be immortal. whatever lah. i'll stop talking crap. moving on... i'm gonna do this tag thingy. i was tagged by ina. so here goes..

Part One
1. What is your ambition?
To become a professional photographer.

2. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
family come first.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
never. i think about suicide all the time though, just not committing it.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope.

5. How many babies do you want?
big fat zero? depends on my mood. on my best day, i want one boy and one girl. on my ok day i want one. on my bad day i hate babies or children or whatever small creatures produce by human that are loud and noisy.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i always see rainbow during/after the rain here in dublin. unless ur in kch, its raining so heavily that u cant see nothing, let alone rainbow. wadefak apparently i cant stop talking crap.

7. What is your goal this year?
to be immortal. or to discover that i'm actually a wizard. or woke up one day discovering that i actually have photographic memory.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
wadefak? love itself is barely exist, and ur asking me about eternity? actually there is such thing as eternity love if ur immortal like bella swan and edward cullen.

9. What is your favourite television series?
oh dem, i cant choose. perhaps house md. its one series that i can watch over and over again and still fascinated by it.

10. What are you really afraid of?
saw movie.

11.What is your bad habit?
spending money on girl shoes which u know that i'll never wear.

12. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hate you?
i hate u back.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not enough apparently.

14. What does flying mean to you?
flying on aeroplane which i hate very much.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
cookies from marks and spencer.

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
i think it must be a box of chocolate that raju gave to me when i leave labuan few years ago. very unexpected. and expensive. and stupid. and i still keep the box. and stupid. and i turned red like monkey's butt at that time.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
absolute mental and insanely loud. Lol

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
jogging always help. i wish i can get my hand to prozac though. *sigh*

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
maybe a vampire? who knows?

20. What have you achieved in life lately to make it better?
i dont understand this question and i'm too lazy to think.

Part Two
Rule One: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule Two: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by by continuing this game b sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
yep.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
of course. i'm actually waiting for myself to fall in love with azid since i want to marry him because i want to produce bright children. (because azid is a genius, and as for me, i did ok on study right? i dont suck right? i hope not. GENIUS + OK = BRIGHT CHILDREN)

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
abdillah college? nope. mara college banting? nope. ucd? nope. why cant i have an enjoyable college life like what adif and suzana and opie and tajol, etc have like what they show in dunia baru????? life is so unfair.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
spend it on manolo blahnik's shoes and designer handbags.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
been there, done that.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i dont know. stop asking me stupid questions about love! as if love is the only thing that matter. stupid you! being a genius or having a photographic memory matter more. duh!

7. List 5 favourite movies.
bourne trilogy, xmen trilogy, casino royale, my best friend's wedding, infernal affairs trilogy.

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
take overdose panadol, enough to scare him to break things off with his gf/wife/sugarmummy. if the plan succeed, happily ever after for me, hooray! if not life goes on.

9. List 5 favourite TV shows.
the office, private practice, house md, heroes, grey's anatomy, gossip girl. oops terlebih sudah.

10. Do you have any regrets?
yeah sure, taking medicine is one of them.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
hmm..i'll probably be more awesome than when i'm now. definitely awesomer. Lol

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
myself, myself, myself, minoy, family, syazwani bakar, ina, edward cullen from the book not the movie, joe jonas, faizal tahir

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
lovely and i love her to bits now. apakah? sik menjawab soalan ada jak.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich of course. no doubt about it. yeay! manolo blahnik here i come!

15. What is your favourite colour?
currently red.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
all including my body ka u mean? EEEWWWW
17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, which one would you choose?
the one who reads. Lol

18. What are the top 5 countries on your "to-go" list?
greece and holland. and i would love to go to barcelona, paris and rome again.

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
kissing anuar zain on the cheek, hugging anuar zain, ask firdaus muhsin to go to the dublin zoo.

20. 5 people I tagged.
pipi, pipi, pipi, pipi, pipi.

p/s: pics from holiday coming up soon. i'm way too lazy right now. and tired.