i'm just saying 2

anyway my post earlier in 'im just saying' seems hanging so im going to continue a little bit on my rant.

anyway continuing on about the kind of life that i want to live, deep down i might still hope that i can live like that someday but truthfully i just didn't see it will come true. because as you grow older, your responsibility get bigger. so all the bullshit that you seem to believe earlier when your young seems to fade. about living for yourself and not for someone else. that's just bullshit. you know that you can't live alone and just abandone your responsibility as a daughter, as a sister, as a grandaughter, as a friend, as a citizen and the list goes on.

so im just saying im fucked. haha ok get back to study. oh how i hate medicine now.