i started dieting (is this the correct term for it? i think so. lol) 39 days ago. 39 days ago i weigh 86kg. and as for today i weigh 82kg. and i swear 2 days ago i was 80.5!!
dieting is a very very frustating process. sigh. its like once u hit 82, and that was it, u cant lose any weight anymore. dem! i keep fluctuating around 82, 83, and 81. shiiitttt! its like the weighing scale is playing a little game with me just to annoy me.
and this week, my motivation is a little bit low. and i think it is because of the karipap. karipap kafe sgt sedap. hehehe the day before i ate one. yesterday i ate one. today i ate 2! fucking karipap keep seducing me. and i started to think about food again. and i started to feel hungry again. before this i was fine. i was very motivated, keep my diet right, and i work out too! every single day. sigh. maybe i should jog again instead of swim.
anyway i was texting my sister last night asking her when she's coming to penang so that she can buy me all the delicious foods. and her reply was 'stop thinking abt food. will make u hungrier' and i was like ' i cant' and she replied again 'u can! think abt those pretty clothes that u cannott fit into' and i told her 'but i dont like clothes as much as i like food' which is very very true. i love foods. and books. lol
and now im craving for breeks's mash potato. its the best mash potato! really!
and i just came back from mior's b'day party and now im 83 again. told ya that weighing scale playing game with me. waaaddeeeefffaaakkk...
why dont u just shoot me now.
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